I know that if I trust You completely, I’ll surrender to what comes, what is and what was. I’ll accept it all. Even more than that, I’ll welcome it.
Because I know You love me, and that if something has to happen, there’s a reason for it (even if I might not understand it fully).
And because I know You love me, I also know you wish the best for me. You want what I want, simply because that’s what love is, and do.
Where I’m stuck is, I love to hope, too! I’d love my life to be different. And I hope for it to change. But then, I get stuck, because I’m holding on to what I hope for… I’m not hoping anymore, I’m… addicted to my desire. I can even end up being hurt for not having (yet?) what I so wish for…
[It doesn’t matter.
What will happen doesn’t matter.
I know you’re scared, that you see all the many dangers there are, how you could be hurt, how things can turn out painfully.
I’m sorry to say… It doesn’t matter.
Only one thing is important: how you love Me. I know, it sounds dogmatic.
But it’s not: how you love Me is also how you love all Creation, every other human being, the Earth on which you walk, and who you are.
It also includes how you put your trust in Me. Isn’t it a part of Love?
How you can deal with Life while keeping your eyes set on Me, just as a sailor keeps his eyes on the North Star while the waves are crashing against his boat.
Keep looking at Me. If you don’t remember who I am, think of a bright light. A bright white light, shining upon you.
Let the waves crash.
Don’t hold on to anything: your ideas, your time, being right, having the upper hand, getting what you want or being busy.
And then, have hope.
Or, should I say, have Hope.
Not for some small stuff like money, but a general hope, vast and light, an openness that allows you to welcome life, an innocence that makes you humble.
Hope that whatever comes will be for the best, for the greater good, for humanity (and you) to fulfill your purpose, even if the road twists and turns.
Hope in the way a kid wishes on a shooting start, without holding on to it, just as you’d sing a song and let the notes get out of your chest.
And follow that Hope, like you would a butterfly.
Follow the Love.
Follow what makes you feel light, joyous, vast, tender and vulnerable.
Don’t look around, just feel your way through life, while keeping your eyes on Me.
See everything through Me, through the highest form of Love you can envision, even the pain, the cruelty, the selfishness and the lies.
Enjoy what there is to enjoy, and walk away from the rest when you can.
Learn to love silence, calm and peace.
Feel the excitement when it’s time, but don’t forget to come back to your inner silence to feel time slowly dripping.
Feel… Feel Me…
And then, be.
Knowing you have all My Love and Support, dare being authentically you, uniquely you, spreading all the love there's inside you.]
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